lil z-bot

this little guy was inspired by my nephew, azaiah. why? because lately i've wished that he had armor and he could fly away and not deal with the pain he's had the past couple of months. i made this little comic for his upcoming 7th birthday. 

i'm going to do a few more for him. this was a really fun project! and i got a cool wacom tablet & pen in the process! :P

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God...?

If you are out there, please hear my prayers tonight.....

....please.

quarter life crisis

Okay, so, if I'm being honest here, I'm not 25, so this isn't really a quarter life crisis. But I am no where near mid-life, so I'm call this a maybe near 30ish crisis. Plus or minus, I will not say. (YES, me es loco when I don't get any sleep.......)

ANYWAY...I'm sitting here, at 12:30am.. STILL writing a paper I might add and feeling a little panicky. Why? Well, one, I have to write 4 papers a week and upload them by Sunday evening and I only have one paper done for this week (EEEEEK)...and two.. well.. I'm just feeling slightly depressed that I'm not already grown up and doing grown up things. You know what I mean?

Probably not, because this post is completely random and I can't get my thoughts straight...

What I'm trying to say is that, by now, at this point in my life I should have a successful career in X (insert all 20 of the things I wanted to grow up to be....), married, traveling the world, wearing size 0, eating whatever the fuck I want (fuck you sugar!), planning babies... SIGH SIGH SIGH...

But here I am. Writing paper 2 of 4 the DAY they are due...and freaking out.

I know... hash tag this #firstworldproblems. It's my blog, I'll vent if I want to.

...don't worry Dillon, I will not be getting a Latina mistress who is waaay too young for me, use my daughter's credit cards to spend money on her, or neglect my wife and family at home. Oopsie-poo.. daddy R, if you are reading this, you know what I'm talking about.

I digress...

I don't know..I just want to find some meaning to life, love, and whatever. I want to finish writing my book...I want to paint...I wanna be a millionaire..so freakin' bad...

Alright, I'm getting even more loopy as this post goes on. I will spare you.

Good night to whoever reads this.

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Hello, my name is...

I've been doodling a lot at work because we always have so much downtime. We use to be able to read a book, study (some of us are in MA & nursing school), or even play games on our tablets. But new policy says we have to just sit there and stare at the walls if we are not helping a patient. So now I doodle.. otherwise I'd go crazy.

Today's drawing turned into a little comic.




SMH........Monday people are stupid. Or they just have too much wax in their ears.

Drawing has made me wish I had finished college the first time around..I majored in digital media and art. Sigh...I can only hope that the "me" in the other universe took that path.

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I want to go to Coachella

*whiny voice* I want to go to Coachella..at least one time in my lifetime! The last music festival I went to was Voodoo Fest is New Orleans; tons of fun, minus getting travel sickness. And...uhh flashing my boobies to everyone and getting stalked by the creepiest dude all night.....yeeeaah..fun times.

Of course I will be watching Coachella live on YouTube, but I want the total experience..dehydration, sunburns, sore throat from screaming, exhaustion from dancing...what..? That doesn't sound like a fun time to you? :P




SIGH. Maybe next year....

Testing testing...BlogPress

I'm just testing this app that iTunes genius suggested.

I know it's been for-freaking-ever since I've posted anything, but I've been busy; 2 jobs and school....what was I thinking taking another job???! ..oh right, I'm a broke biotch... :S

And plus all the crazy stuff going on with my disfunctional family has been keeping me emotionally crazy lately...




I've been angry doodling a lot lately and trying to learn mindfulness based meditation. I had my first session yesterday and it was wonderful. I feel a little less anxiety and stress, but it's a work in progress.

Wow did I digress or what? I will have to do a proper review on BlogPress after I play around with it a bit. So far I like it. :)

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Geek stuff: StarCraft 2 - Vengeance..or, Kerrigan is a badass!

This post is for Dillon, because I have never gotten into playing StarCraft. I love playing Warcraft and Diablo III.. But Dillon is a huge fan of StarCraft. Dillon believes that my half Korean blood would give me the upper advantage if I were to play the game. Apparently StarCraft is like a sport in Korea and most of the top players are Korean. I guess only being half doesn't cut it, because I don't understand what the hell is going on most of the time!! ...of course, if Warcraft was a sport that would be another story.....



Seriously...when are they going to make this into a movie??

Any way, StarCraft 2 pt.2: Heart of the Swarm will be released on March 12, 2013. Check out more of the Heart of the Swarm launch events over at Blizzard.